Chapter 2: The Three Days She Went Hungry
I wanted to march into the kitchen and demand answers.
Instead, I looked at my daughter and realized that every raised voice in that house might make her more afraid.
So I lowered mine.
"Sweetheart, can you tell Daddy what's been happening?""
Sophie held the sandwich with both hands. Her fingers were so small that the bread nearly covered them.
"I don't want Mommy Vanessa to be mad.""
"You're not in trouble. I promise.""
"She said I was bad.""
I brushed her tangled hair away from her forehead.
"What did she say you did?""
Sophie looked toward the kitchen again.
"She says I eat too much. She says groceries cost money, and I'm not a baby anymore.""
My stomach twisted.
"How often does she let you eat?""
Sophie pressed her lips together.
Then she raised three fingers.
"Three days, Daddy.""
For a moment, I couldn't understand the words.
"Three days?""
She nodded.
"She gives me water. Sometimes she says I can have food after I finish my chores, but there's always something else to do.""
"What chores, sweetheart?""
"Cleaning the bathrooms. Folding the laundry. Washing the dishes.""
I stared at her tiny hands.
There were faint red marks around her wrists where Vanessa had grabbed her.
"Who makes you do all that?""
"Mommy Vanessa.""
I swallowed hard.
"What happens if you don't finish?""
Sophie began twisting the corner of her pajama shirt.
"She locks the refrigerator.""
The sentence landed between us like a stone.
I looked toward the kitchen. Vanessa had disappeared, but I could hear drawers opening and closing.
"Does she ever give you breakfast before school?""
Sophie nodded slowly.
"Sometimes.""
"What about lunch?""
"She says lunch is for good girls.""
I closed my eyes.
I had been sending money to our joint account every month, trusting Vanessa to manage the household while I worked long hours. I had never questioned the grocery bills. I'd never imagined my daughter was being denied food while I paid for everything in the house.
"Why didn't you tell me?""
Sophie began to cry.
"Because she said you'd be sad.""
I pulled her close.
"Sweetheart, Daddy can handle being sad. You never have to hide something that hurts you just to protect me.""
She clung to my neck.
For several seconds, neither of us spoke.
Then she whispered, "She said she'd send me away.""
My entire body went still.
"Who said that?""
"Mommy Vanessa.""
"Send you where?""
"I don't know. Somewhere I can't come back from.""
I held her a little tighter.
"She can't make you disappear, Sophie.""
Sophie shook her head.
"She sent Grandma away.""
My heart stumbled.
My mother, Margaret, had supposedly moved to Florida two months earlier. Vanessa had told me that Mom wanted a fresh start near her younger sister.
I'd called her twice since then. Both times, Vanessa said Mom was busy.
When I'd finally called Mom's number myself, it went straight to a disconnected message.
I'd assumed she'd changed providers.
Now I looked at my daughter.
"What do you mean, she sent Grandma away?""
Sophie wiped her nose with her sleeve.
"Grandma came here when you were working. She saw Mommy Vanessa lock the refrigerator.""
I leaned forward.
"What happened after that?""
"Grandma got angry. She told Mommy Vanessa that she was going to tell you everything.""
My pulse quickened.
"Did Grandma leave that day?""
Sophie shook her head.
"No.""
She hesitated, then added, "Mommy Vanessa took her into the garage.""
I felt the blood drain from my face.
"What did they do in there?""
"I don't know. I was in my bedroom.""
"Did you see Grandma leave the house?""
Sophie shook her head again.
"I heard her screaming.""
The room seemed to tilt.
I had spent two months believing my mother was enjoying a peaceful retirement in Florida.
My daughter had spent those same two months believing her grandmother had been taken somewhere against her will.
"Did you see anyone else?"" I asked.
Sophie nodded.
"A man came.""
"What man?""
"He was tall. He wore a black jacket. Mommy Vanessa called him Daniel.""
The name struck a memory.
Daniel was Vanessa's ex-husband.
She had told me their marriage ended years ago because he was controlling and unreliable. She claimed she had blocked him everywhere and never wanted to hear his name again.
I'd believed that, too.
"What did Daniel do?"" I asked.
Sophie looked down at her sandwich.
"He held Grandma's arm.""
"Did he hurt her?""
"I don't know. Grandma was crying.""
I struggled to keep my voice steady.
"What happened after that?""
"Mommy Vanessa locked the garage door.""
Sophie looked up at me, and the terror in her eyes made my chest ache.
"Then she told me that if I ever told you, she'd send me away, too.""
I kissed her forehead.
"You did the right thing by telling me.""
"But she's going to be mad.""
"Then she can be mad at me.""
I carried Sophie upstairs, helped her change into clean clothes, and settled her in my bedroom where I could keep her close. I left a plate of food on the bedside table and told her she could eat whenever she wanted.
Then I walked into the hallway and called my mother's number.
Disconnected.
I tried again.
Disconnected.
My hands began to shake.
I called my aunt in Florida.
No answer.
I called her a second time and left a message asking her to contact me immediately.
When I returned downstairs, Vanessa was standing beside the kitchen island, carefully wiping a spotless countertop.
She didn't look at me.
"Is Sophie finished crying?"" she asked.
I stared at her.
"Where's my mother?""
Vanessa's hand stopped moving.
"What?""
"My mother. Margaret. Where is she?""
Vanessa put the cloth down.
"Michael, we have already discussed this. She's in Florida.""
"Then why is her phone disconnected?""
"How should I know? She changes her mind about things every five minutes.""
"Did she come here two months ago?""
Vanessa let out an irritated sigh.
"Yes. She came by. She wanted money.""
"Did she argue with you?""
"Your mother and I never got along. You know that.""
"Did Daniel come here?""
The cloth slipped from her hand.
For a brief moment, her face betrayed her.
Then she laughed.
"Daniel? Why would you bring him into this?""
"Because Sophie told me she saw him in our garage.""
Vanessa's expression hardened.
"Your daughter is confused. She's six. Children make up stories when they want attention.""
"She described him by name.""
"Because you've probably mentioned him.""
"I haven't mentioned Daniel in years.""
Vanessa walked around the island and reached for my hand.
"Michael, you're exhausted. You're upset about what happened earlier, and I understand that. But you cannot let a child's imagination destroy our marriage.""
I pulled my hand away.
"She said she hasn't eaten properly in three days.""
Vanessa's eyes narrowed.
"She needs consequences. You have no idea how difficult she's become.""
"She's six!""
"And I'm the one who stays home with her!""
She struck the countertop with her palm.
"Do you know what it's like to have a child constantly lying, sneaking around, and trying to turn you against her?""
I watched her carefully.
She hadn't denied locking the refrigerator.
She hadn't denied withholding food.
And she hadn't answered a single question about my mother.
I stepped closer.
"Show me the garage.""
Vanessa went completely still.
Then she forced a smile.
"Why?""
"Because I'm going to find out what happened to my mother.""
She looked past me toward the hallway.
For the first time, I realized she wasn't afraid of losing our marriage.
She was afraid of what I might discover.
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And when she finally spoke, her words made the next decision for me.
"Michael, if you open that garage, there's something you're going to regret seeing.""