Chapter 6: The Promise Julian Made to His Mother
Leo was sitting in a small family consultation room with a social worker named Mrs. Campbell.
His stuffed rabbit rested in his lap. A paper cup of apple juice sat untouched on the table.
When he saw me, he slid from his chair and ran into my arms.
“Mommy Audrey!””
I knelt carefully and held him close.
“I'm here, sweetheart.””
He pulled back to study my face.
“Are you sick?””
I forced a smile.
“The doctors are looking after me.””
“Is the baby sick, too?””
“No, darling. They're checking to make sure we're both okay.””
He seemed to consider that for a moment.
Then he whispered, “I don't want Clara to be her mommy.””
I brushed a strand of hair from his forehead.
“You don't have to decide anything about the baby right now. She's going to have her own relationship with you, and nobody can make you stop loving the people you love.””
Leo looked down at his rabbit.
“Grandma said that.””
My breath caught.
“What else did Grandma tell you?””
He glanced at Mrs. Campbell, who gave him an encouraging nod.
Leo began picking at a loose thread on the rabbit's ear.
“Grandma said Daddy used to be nice. She said sometimes grown-ups do bad things when they're scared, and that doesn't mean children have to keep secrets for them.””
The words were so painfully like Evelyn that I had to look away.
“What happened the night Grandma died?”” I asked gently.
Leo's shoulders tightened.
“Daddy went to see her. Clara went, too.””
I exchanged a glance with Mrs. Campbell.
“Do you remember what they said?””
Leo nodded.
“Grandma told Daddy he had to tell the truth.””
“About what?””
“I don't know. Daddy got mad. He said she was trying to ruin his life.””
My stomach twisted.
Evelyn had been ill for months before she died. Julian had told me her medication made her confused and that she sometimes imagined arguments that never happened.
I had never questioned him.
Leo continued.
“Grandma said she had proof. Daddy said he would take care of it.””
“Did Clara say anything?””
Leo pressed his lips together.
“She told Grandma that nobody would believe an old woman who was dying.””
Mrs. Campbell's expression tightened, but she kept her voice gentle.
“Leo, do you remember what happened after that?””
He nodded slowly.
“Grandma asked me to go to the kitchen with Denise. She gave me my rabbit and told me to keep it safe.””
“Did she put the recording device inside it?””
“Yes. She showed me the little red light. She said I should only press it if I felt scared and needed someone to hear what happened.””
He paused.
“Then Daddy came downstairs.””
“What did he say?””
Leo's eyes filled with tears.
“He said Grandma was gone.””
I wrapped my arms around him.
“Oh, sweetheart.””
“He told me not to cry because Grandma wouldn't want me to be sad. But then he took her picture off the table and broke it.””
I closed my eyes.
Evelyn had always kept a framed photograph of herself, Julian, and Leo on the mantel. Julian had told me it broke accidentally while the house was being cleaned.
Another lie.
“Did you tell anyone?”” I asked.
“Denise knew. But Daddy said if I told people what happened, they would take me away.””
My heart ached.
“No one is going to punish you for telling the truth.””
Leo looked at me with desperate seriousness.
“Even if Daddy gets mad?””
“Even then.””
He leaned into me.
For several minutes, we sat quietly while he cried against my shoulder.
When he finally calmed down, Mrs. Campbell asked if he would be willing to tell the appropriate child-safety professionals what he remembered.
Leo nodded.
“But can Mommy Audrey stay with me?””
“We'll work on making sure you have support,” she assured him.
Margaret arrived shortly afterward with an update.
Denise had agreed to meet with investigators and provide the photograph and letter she had kept. The court had also been informed of Leo's disclosure, and his immediate living arrangements were being assessed.
Nothing had been proven yet, Margaret emphasized. But the court was taking the allegations seriously.
Then she handed me a sealed copy of Evelyn's letter.
The paper was thin, and the handwriting leaned slightly to the right.
I recognized it immediately.
My dearest Audrey,
If you're reading this, then I have failed to find the right moment to tell you what I know.
My fingers trembled.
Margaret sat beside me while I continued.
I love my son. I will always love him. But love cannot excuse what he is becoming.
I have seen the way he speaks to you when he thinks no one is listening. I have watched him use your kindness as though it were a weakness. I have heard Clara threaten a child who has already lost too much.
I tried to speak to Julian. I asked him to leave Clara and return to the man he used to be. He told me that the truth would destroy everything he had built.
I told him that anything built on lies deserves to fall.
Tears blurred the page.
I continued reading.
There is something else you must understand. The business, the house, and the money are not what Julian fears losing most.
He is afraid of what people will discover about the night his first wife died.
My hands went numb.
Julian's first wife.
Leo's biological mother.
She had died when Leo was a baby, years before Julian and I met. I knew the official story: a late-night car accident on a wet road outside St. Louis.
Julian had never liked discussing it.
He said the memories were too painful.
I had respected his silence.
Now every memory of that conversation felt different.
The letter continued.
I do not have all the answers. I only know that Julian has told different versions of that night to different people. I heard him arguing with Clara about a report he believed had been buried.
If anything happens to me, please make sure Leo is protected. And please, Audrey, do not sign away your rights without understanding what is at stake.
I stopped reading.
The divorce agreement.
The assets I had surrendered.
The custody arrangement Julian had insisted upon.
He hadn't simply wanted me out of his life.
He had wanted me to leave quietly, without asking questions.
Margaret took the letter and placed it carefully in its envelope.
“We need to give this to the investigators.””
I nodded.
“Do you think Julian had something to do with his first wife's death?””
“I think we have a letter containing serious allegations that need to be examined. We cannot draw a conclusion before the evidence is investigated.””
She was right.
But I remembered the way Julian had looked at my phone in the hospital. The fear in his eyes when Leo mentioned the recording. His sudden concern about my daughter's custody.
I also remembered Evelyn's final birthday dinner, when she had pulled me aside and whispered, “If Julian ever asks you to sign something quickly, Audrey, read every word twice.””
At the time, I had laughed.
I thought she was being overly cautious.
Now I wondered whether she had been trying to save me.
My phone vibrated.
A message from an unfamiliar number appeared.
*The recording from Leo's rabbit isn't the only evidence Evelyn left behind.*
A second message followed.
*There's a sealed envelope in the safe-deposit box at First Missouri Bank. Julian doesn't know I have the key.*
Then a third.
*It contains the original report from the night his first wife died.*
I stared at the screen, unable to breathe.
Margaret read the messages over my shoulder.
“Who sent those?””
Before I could answer, another notification appeared.
This one contained a photograph of a document.
At the top were the words:
*SUPPLEMENTAL INVESTIGATION REPORT — VEHICLE COLLISION*
Beneath them was the name of Julian's first wife.
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And at the bottom of the photograph, someone had circled a handwritten note in red ink.
*SECOND VEHICLE IDENTIFIED. REGISTERED OWNER: JULIAN VANCE.*