Chapter 4: The Child My Mother Buried in Silence
“Margaret, open this door.””
My father's voice echoed through the office, sharp enough to silence the ticking clock on the wall—or so it seemed to me.
I stood frozen beside Margaret's desk, clutching my mother's letter. The sentence about the baby kept repeating in my head.
Ask your father what happened to the baby I gave birth to before you.
Before me.
My mother had been pregnant before she had me?
Why had nobody told me?
Margaret locked the envelope inside her desk and motioned for me to sit behind a tall bookshelf.
“Don't come out until I tell you,” she whispered.
“I'm not nine anymore.””
“No,” she replied, gripping my shoulder.
“But Robert has spent thirteen years believing you know nothing. People who are desperate to protect a secret can become dangerous when they realize that secret is slipping away.””
The doorknob rattled.
“Margaret!”” Dad shouted.
“I know Emily is in there.””
Margaret straightened her jacket and unlocked the door.
My father strode into the office wearing the navy suit he usually reserved for business meetings. His silver watch gleamed beneath the fluorescent lights. He looked perfectly composed, except for the vein pulsing near his temple.
His eyes immediately found me.
“Emily.””
I stepped out from behind the bookshelf.
“Dad.””
He looked at the bloodstained towel in my hand.
“Good Lord. What happened to your head?””
“Your wife threw a glass at me.””
His jaw tightened.
“Denise said you attacked her.””
I stared at him.
“She said what?””
“She told me you became violent and threatened to destroy her belongings.””
I held up the journal.
“Did she mention this?””
For one brief moment, my father's face changed.
Recognition.
Fear.
Then he reached for the journal.
“Give that to me.””
I stepped backward.
“Why?””
“Because you don't understand what you're reading.””
“That's what Denise said.””
“Emily, please. This isn't a game.””
“Neither was the glass she threw at my head.””
Dad rubbed his forehead and glanced at Margaret.
“This is between my daughter and me.””
Margaret folded her arms.
“Not when the matter involves a trust administered under my legal supervision.””
“You have no authority over my family.””
“I have authority over Sarah's estate.””
My father went silent.
I had never seen anyone speak to him that way. At home, he was the final word. Even Denise, who ruled the household with an iron fist, rarely challenged him in public.
But Margaret wasn't afraid of him.
That frightened me more than his anger.
I held up the photocopy bearing his signature.
“Did you help Denise take my inheritance?””
Dad stared at the document.
“Where did you get that?””
“From Mom's journal.””
He snatched the paper from my hand, scanned it, and crumpled it.
Margaret immediately stepped forward.
“Robert, destroying evidence is not going to help you.””
He released the paper as if it had burned him.
“You have no idea what Sarah was doing near the end,” he said.
“She was paranoid. She believed everyone was conspiring against her.””
“Was she paranoid about the baby, too?”” I asked.
My father's face went blank.
The silence that followed was so complete I could hear a car horn outside.
“What baby?”” he asked.
I pulled out my mother's letter.
“The baby she had before me. What happened?””
Dad's gaze dropped to the page.
For the first time, I watched him look genuinely terrified.
“Who gave you that?””
“Mom did.””
“She never gave birth to another child.””
“Then why did she write about one?””
He turned toward Margaret.
“What have you told her?””
“Nothing she hasn't already discovered.””
Dad slammed his palm against the desk.
“You had no right!””
Margaret didn't flinch.
“Sarah had every right to protect her daughter.””
My father turned back to me.
“Emily, listen. Your mother suffered a terrible loss before you were born. She sometimes wrote things when she was upset. That doesn't mean every word was true.””
“Then explain the hospital records.””
Margaret pulled a folder from her briefcase.
“I found an archived birth registration while investigating Sarah's estate. It lists a child born to Sarah Bennett twenty-six years ago.””
My father looked as though someone had struck him.
“That's impossible.””
“Is it?”” Margaret asked.
Dad's hands began to shake.
I stared at him.
“I'm twenty-two. Who was born four years before me?””
He opened his mouth, but no answer came.
Then his phone rang.
He glanced at the screen and declined the call.
It rang again.
This time, he answered.
“What?”” he snapped.
I couldn't hear the other person clearly, but I caught one name.
Denise.
Dad listened, his expression hardening.
“No. She hasn't seen that.””
I looked down at the journal.
He turned away from us.
“I said she hasn't seen the original records. Stop calling me.””
He ended the call.
Margaret's eyes narrowed.
“Does Denise know you're here?””
Dad ignored her.
He walked toward me and lowered his voice.
“Emily, I need you to come home with me. We'll get your head treated, and we'll discuss all of this privately.””
“Why?””
“Because you're my daughter.””
“Then tell me about my sibling.””
His face crumpled for a fraction of a second.
It was so brief I might have missed it if I hadn't spent my entire childhood studying his expressions, searching for signs that he would finally defend me.
“Your mother made a decision,” he whispered.
“A decision that nearly destroyed our family.””
“What decision?””
He looked at the letter in my hand.
Then he leaned close enough that I could smell the mint on his breath.
“If you keep digging, Emily, you won't just lose your inheritance.””
His voice dropped.
“You'll discover why your mother was driving that night.””
Before I could ask what he meant, Margaret stepped between us.
“Robert, you need to leave.””
Dad backed toward the door.
But before he walked out, he looked directly at me.
“Ask Margaret why she never attended your mother's funeral.””
Then he disappeared into the hallway.
I turned to Margaret.
Her face had gone pale.
“Why didn't you attend Mom's funeral?””
She slowly closed the office door.
“Because Sarah called me the night before she died.””
“What did she say?””
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Margaret looked at the letter in my hand.
“She told me someone was planning to kill her.””