Chapter 2

“What papers?”
My voice barely came out.
Ava sniffed on the other end of the phone.
“The court papers.”
Daniel stared at me.
I could see the question in his eyes.
I could also see fear.
“What court papers?” he asked.
I closed my eyes.
Michael answered instead.
“The ones Sarah hoped none of you would ever see.”
“Michael, stay out of this.”
He laughed.
“That’s funny coming from the woman who made sure I stayed out of my daughter’s entire life.”
Ava started crying harder.
“Mom, is your signature on these papers?”
My throat tightened.
“Yes.”
Daniel took another step backward.
I reached for him.
He moved away.
That hurt.
But I deserved it.
At least part of it.
“Ava, tell me where you are.”
“No.”
“Ava.”
“You lied to me for twelve years!”
“I was trying to protect you.”
“From what?”
Silence.
That was the question I had spent twelve years avoiding.
Daniel spoke quietly.
“Sarah, answer her.”
I looked at my husband.
The man who had stood beside me through everything.
The man I had promised never to lie to.
And I realized the past had finally arrived at our front door.
“I filed for sole custody when you were three weeks old,” I said.
Ava went silent.
“I also filed for an emergency protective order against Michael.”
Daniel’s face changed.
“What?”
Michael immediately cut in.
“She told the court I was dangerous.”
“You were dangerous.”
“Oh, here we go.”
“You were drunk.”
“I had been drinking.”
“You threw a chair through a glass door while I was holding our newborn daughter.”
Daniel stared at me.
Ava whispered, “Dad says that never happened.”
Dad.
The word struck me harder than anything else.
Michael had been back in her life for a few hours.
And already he was Dad.
Daniel heard it too.
He looked down.
I wanted to reach for him.
But this wasn’t the moment.
“Ava, listen to me carefully,” I said. “Michael was arrested that night.”
“He said the charges were dropped.”
“They were.”
“Why?”
My hands started shaking.
Because this was the part I had buried.
The part that made the story complicated.
The part that made me guilty too.
“My father made a deal with him.”
Ava was silent again.
Daniel frowned.
“Your father?”
“My dad was still alive then.”
“I know that. What deal?”
I walked to a kitchen chair and sat down because my legs no longer felt steady.
“My father offered Michael money.”
Daniel’s expression hardened.
“How much?”
“Fifty thousand dollars.”
Ava gasped.
Michael laughed softly in the background.
“There it is.”
I ignored him.
“The deal was that Michael would sign away his custody rights, stay away from us, and I wouldn’t fight when his attorney pushed to have the criminal complaint withdrawn.”
Daniel looked horrified.
“You bought him out?”
“No.”
“That sounds exactly like what you did.”
“I was twenty-two years old, Daniel. I had a newborn baby. Michael had smashed half the apartment. He had grabbed my wrist so hard I couldn’t hold a bottle the next morning. My father told me this was the safest way to make him disappear.”
“And you agreed?”
“Yes.”
I hated how small that word sounded.
Michael’s voice came through the phone.
“She always leaves out the important part.”
I stood up.
“You took the money.”
“You told me I would never see Ava again either way.”
“Because you terrified me.”
“And then I came back.”
My heart stopped.
Daniel noticed.
His eyes narrowed.
“What does he mean?”
Ava whispered, “That’s the other paper.”
I couldn’t breathe.
Michael had kept everything.
Of course he had.
He always kept the pieces that made him look like the victim.
“Ava—”
“He came back when I was eight.”
Daniel looked at me.
This time the pain on his face was worse.
Because he knew exactly what that meant.
When Ava was eight, Daniel and I had already been married for three years.
“He came back?” Daniel asked.
I nodded.
“And you never told me?”
“I was scared.”
“Stop saying you were scared like it erases everything!”
His voice cracked.
Daniel almost never raised his voice.
That was how I knew I had hurt him deeply.
“What happened?” he demanded.
I looked at the floor.
“Michael sent me a letter.”
Ava said, “He has a copy.”
“He said he had changed. He said he wanted to see Ava. He said he didn’t want custody. He just wanted one meeting.”
Daniel stared at me.
“And?”
“I told him no.”
“You decided that by yourself?”
“Yes.”
“I was her father by then, Sarah.”
“I know.”
“No, apparently you didn’t.”
He turned away.
I stood.
“Daniel, please.”
“You let me believe he never tried.”
“I thought telling you would only bring him into our lives.”
“That wasn’t your decision alone.”
“I know that now.”
He shook his head.
“No. You knew it then.”
That was harder to hear.
Because he was right.
Ava spoke again.
“He says he sent birthday cards.”
I shut my eyes.
Daniel slowly turned.
“Did he?”
“Yes.”
Ava started sobbing.
“You threw them away?”
“At first.”
“Mom!”
“I didn’t want him confusing you.”
“For how long?”
“Two years.”
The crying stopped.
Somehow that was worse.
When Ava spoke again, her voice was cold.
“So every time I cried because I thought my real father forgot my birthday…”
My eyes filled with tears.
“Ava—”
“You knew.”
“Yes.”
“You knew he remembered.”
“Yes.”
She hung up.
“Ava!”
I called back immediately.
No answer.
Again.
Nothing.
Daniel grabbed his car keys.
“Where are you going?”
“To find her.”
“I’m coming.”
“No.”
I froze.
“Daniel.”
He looked at me.
For the first time in twelve years, I saw distance in his eyes.
“I need you to give me Michael’s address.”
“I don’t have it.”
“How did Ava find him?”
“I don’t know.”
Daniel stared at me as if he didn’t believe me.
Then my phone buzzed.
A text from an unknown number.
An address.
Underneath it were six words.
COME GET YOUR DAUGHTER IF YOU DARE.
I showed Daniel.
His face went pale.
“That’s thirty minutes away.”
We were already moving when another message appeared.
This one included a photograph.
Ava was sitting on a couch.
Michael was beside her.
On the coffee table were old court records.
Letters.
Photographs.
And one familiar blue envelope.
My breath stopped.
Daniel looked at it.
“What is that?”
I knew exactly what it was.
A letter Michael had sent thirteen years ago.
A letter I had never opened.
Because my father had taken it from my hands and said some doors should stay closed.
I had found it again after his death.
And I had hidden it in a locked box in our attic.
Daniel stared at the photograph.
Then at me.
“How did Michael get something that was inside our house?”
Before I could answer, the security system sent an alert to Daniel’s phone.
BACK DOOR OPENED — 7:14 PM.
The time stamp was from earlier that evening.
Thirty-seven minutes before Ava disappeared.
Daniel looked toward the stairs.
His voice dropped.
“Ava didn’t run away and then find Michael.”
A chill spread through me.
“He came here first.”
Daniel grabbed his coat.
“No.”
May you like
He looked at the photo again.
“He was already inside our house.”