Chapter 9

For three years, I had dreamed about Michael's last night.
Not every night.
Grief doesn't stay dramatic forever.
Eventually it becomes ordinary.
A coffee cup you almost set out.
A song you turn off.
A second pillow that no longer belongs to anyone.
But sometimes I would wake at three in the morning and see the accident in my mind even though I hadn't witnessed it.
Rain.
Headlights.
Guardrail.
Michael alone.
Now Thomas was telling me a recording existed.
“What recording?”
He hesitated.
“Michael called me that night.”
Arthur stared at his son.
“You were in contact with him?”
“For months.”
“You let me believe you were dead.”
Thomas ignored him.
I couldn't.
“Did you talk to Michael before he crashed?”
“Yes.”
“How long before?”
“Twenty-three minutes.”
My throat tightened.
“What did he say?”
“He was being followed.”
I gripped the edge of the table.
“By who?”
“He didn't know at first.”
“At first?”
“He called again.”
I stopped breathing.
“There were two calls?”
“Yes.”
“Where is the recording?”
“Daniel has it.”
“How?”
Thomas rubbed his jaw.
“I recorded calls automatically. Security habit.”
“Then you had the recording.”
“I had a copy.”
“What happened?”
“My storage server was compromised two years later.”
“Daniel stole it?”
“Someone did.”
“And you never told police?”
Thomas looked at me.
“I didn't trust them.”
My anger exploded.
“You had a recording of my husband before he died and kept it secret for three years?”
“I was trying to expose—”
“I don't care!”
The entire room went silent.
“You knew I buried him thinking he slid off a wet road.”
Thomas lowered his eyes.
“You knew Lily grew up believing her father's death was an accident.”
“I know.”
“You knew.”
“Yes.”
I slapped him.
Hard.
Nobody stopped me.
Arthur closed his eyes.
Thomas didn't move.
The red mark spread across his cheek.
“You deserved that,” I said.
“Yes.”
“More than that.”
“Yes.”
Ramirez stepped between us gently.
“Emily.”
I backed away.
My hands shook.
“I want to hear it.”
Thomas nodded.
“If Daniel still has his copy, we can.”
“Where is yours?”
“Destroyed.”
“You're sure?”
“Yes.”
Ramirez asked, “Why would Daniel keep something that could incriminate him?”
“Leverage against Victor.”
Thomas turned toward the detective.
“Daniel never trusted anyone completely. That's why he's survived.”
“Until tonight.”
“If Victor has him, maybe not much longer.”
Police tracked Victor’s vehicle leaving the private airfield.
Traffic cameras picked it up twice.
Then nothing.
Arthur knew several properties Victor owned.
Officers were dispatched to each.
One was a hunting lodge.
Another a lake house.
A third an abandoned manufacturing site acquired through a shell company.
At 2:40 a.m., a camera near the manufacturing site captured Victor’s vehicle.
Ramirez stood.
“That's it.”
Thomas stood too.
“You need me.”
“No.”
“I know the building.”
“So do tactical teams.”
“Victor installed a private basement after purchase.”
Ramirez paused.
“You've been there?”
“Yes.”
“When?”
“Before I disappeared.”
Arthur looked at him.
“Why?”
“Victor used to take me there for meetings.”
Arthur's face twisted.
“My best friend was grooming my son to steal from me.”
Thomas looked at him.
“He tried.”
The statement hung between them.
“Did you?”
“No.”
Arthur seemed to breathe again.
Thomas continued.
“That's why he tried to kill me.”
Ramirez allowed Thomas to provide maps and information but refused to let him join the raid.
I wasn't going anywhere either.
Neither were Arthur or Robert.
So we waited.
Waiting was torture.
At 3:18 a.m., Ramirez left.
At 3:47, tactical officers entered the manufacturing site.
At 4:02, we got word.
Daniel was alive.
Victor was gone.
I almost screamed.
“How?”
Thomas asked.
The officer on the phone explained that Victor had used a tunnel connecting the basement to a drainage system.
Thomas punched the wall.
“I forgot the tunnel.”
Arthur stared at him.
“How could you forget?”
“Because I haven't been there in eight years!”
Daniel was transported to a hospital.
He had a broken hand, bruised ribs, and a deep cut above one eye.
But he was alive.
And terrified.
By sunrise, he wanted a deal.
Prosecutors were contacted.
Attorneys arrived.
Daniel began talking.
The interrogation lasted hours.
We didn't hear everything.
But shortly before noon, Ramirez came into the waiting room carrying a digital recorder.
I stood immediately.
“Is that it?”
“He gave us the file.”
My knees weakened.
“Can I hear it?”
Ramirez hesitated.
“It's difficult.”
“I've lived with difficult for three years.”
He nodded.
We moved to a private room.
Hannah stayed with the girls.
Robert stayed with Sophie.
Arthur entered with me.
Thomas stood near the door.
Ramirez placed the recorder on the table.
“Daniel says Victor gave him the recording after obtaining it from a compromised server. Daniel kept a separate copy.”
I sat.
“Play it.”
Static.
Then Michael's voice.
“Thomas?”
My hand flew to my mouth.
Thomas answered.
“Where are you?”
“In the car.”
“You sound scared.”
“Someone's behind me.”
“What kind of car?”
“Black sedan.”
Michael breathed heavily.
“I saw Daniel at the office tonight.”
“Did he see you?”
“Yes.”
“Where are the copies?”
“Safe.”
“Where?”
“I'm not telling you.”
Even then.
Careful.
Thomas said, “Michael, get off the highway.”
“I'm trying.”
The sound of rain filled the recording.
Windshield wipers.
Then Michael cursed.
“They're closer.”
“Call 911.”
“I did.”
“Then stay on with them.”
“They transferred me. I lost the call.”
“Call again.”
Michael didn't answer.
Then he whispered.
“Oh God.”
“What?”
“It's Vanessa.”
My entire body turned cold.
Arthur inhaled sharply.
Thomas on the recording said, “What?”
“She's in the passenger seat.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
“Michael, listen to me. Do not stop.”
“I know.”
“You said Vanessa warned you about Daniel.”
“She lied.”
A horn sounded.
Michael shouted.
“Back off!”
Then the line went dead.
I covered my mouth.
Ramirez paused.
“That was call one.”
Thomas stared at the floor.
“Play the second.”
The recording began.
Michael was breathing hard.
“Thomas.”
“I'm here.”
“They hit me.”
“What?”
“The car. They hit the rear bumper.”
“Where are you?”
“Route 18.”
“Police?”
“I can't get a signal long enough.”
“Keep driving.”
“My brakes feel wrong.”
I started crying.
Michael's voice became quieter.
“They're not slowing me.”
Thomas said, “Use the emergency brake.”
“I tried.”
“Downshift.”
“I'm doing it.”
Rain hammered the windshield.
Michael whispered, “Tell Emily.”
Thomas interrupted.
“You're going to tell her yourself.”
“Tell her I love her.”
“Michael.”
“Tell Lily Daddy loves pancakes.”
I sobbed.
It was the line from his letter.
Then Michael shouted.
Another impact.
Metal screamed.
The recording exploded into noise.
Thomas screamed his name.
Then silence.
But the recording did not end.
Thirty seconds passed.
A minute.
Then voices.
Outside the wrecked car.
A man.
Daniel.
“He's alive.”
Then Vanessa.
“What?”
“He's moving.”
I stopped breathing.
Daniel said, “We need to go.”
Vanessa answered.
“No.”
A third voice spoke.
Older.
Calm.
Victor.
“Finish it.”
Arthur made a sound beside me.
I couldn't move.
Daniel said, “You said the crash would do it.”
Victor answered, “And it didn't.”
Vanessa whispered, “He's looking at me.”
Then footsteps.
Michael coughed.
I heard my husband’s voice.
Weak.
“Vanessa…”
She answered him.
“I'm sorry.”
Michael whispered, “Emily knows nothing.”
“I know.”
“Leave them alone.”
Vanessa didn't answer.
Then Victor said, “Move.”
There was a metallic sound.
The recording distorted.
Michael gasped.
Then nothing.
Nothing except rain.
I stared at the recorder.
My husband had not died instantly.
He had survived the crash.
They had found him alive.
And they had chosen not to save him.
Worse.
They had made sure he died.
I bent forward and screamed.
Arthur held me before I fell from the chair.
I didn't care who saw.
Three years of grief became something else.
Rage.
Michael had begged them to leave us alone.
Vanessa had heard him.
Three years later, she had put her hands on Lily.
I stood.
“Where is Vanessa?”
Ramirez immediately understood.
“You cannot see her right now.”
“I want to look at her.”
“Emily.”
“I want her to know I heard it.”
“Not now.”
“Why?”
“Because she is requesting a deal.”
I laughed.
“A deal?”
“She heard Victor ordered the attack on her in holding. She knows he wants her dead.”
“So now she's scared.”
“Yes.”
“Michael was scared.”
“I know.”
“She didn't care.”
“No.”
“Lily was scared.”
“I know.”
“She didn't care.”
Ramirez said nothing.
I wiped my face.
“What is she offering?”
“Victor.”
Thomas looked up.
“How?”
“His financial records, shell companies, locations, and contacts.”
“Does she know where he is?”
“She claims she can contact him.”
I stared.
“You're going to use her as bait.”
Ramirez didn't answer.
He didn't need to.
My phone buzzed.
A message from Hannah.
Lily wants her mommy.
Those four words brought me back.
My daughter needed me.
Michael was gone.
I couldn't save him.
But I could still save myself from becoming consumed by what happened to him.
I returned to the waiting room.
Lily ran toward me.
I picked her up.
“Mommy, why are you crying?”
I kissed her cheek.
“Because I heard Daddy's voice.”
Her eyes widened.
“Daddy?”
“Yes.”
“Was he talking about me?”
My throat closed.
“He said he loved you.”
She smiled.
“More than pancakes?”
I stared at her.
Michael used to tell her that when she was three.
Somehow she remembered.
“Yes.”
I held her tighter.
“More than pancakes.”
Across the room, Arthur sat beside Thomas.
Neither man spoke.
Then Thomas slowly reached for his father's hand.
Arthur gripped it.
Eight years of anger didn't disappear.
But for a moment, neither let go.
Ramirez returned.
“We have a problem.”
I stood.
“What?”
“Vanessa made contact with Victor.”
“And?”
“She offered him Michael’s original evidence in exchange for helping her disappear.”
“Does he believe her?”
“Yes.”
“Where is he?”
“He named a location.”
Thomas stood.
“Where?”
Ramirez looked at him.
“The Harrison Development headquarters.”
Arthur went pale.
“Why there?”
Thomas understood first.
“Because Victor doesn't plan to escape.”
“What does he plan to do?”
May you like
Thomas stared at his father.
“He's going to destroy the building.”